Developing as a man sometimes can be one of the most difficult things to do. i did not really had anything that was real in my life that can help me out with reality especially people. Growing up in a foster home with no parents has given me much to think about. But it also helped me grow as a person. In every respect in life I felt short and begun to think of myself as a loser who does not deserve to be happy. i don’t know what things that I am able to do to recover from a lot of the bad things that have happened in my life. i thought about living with a girl would give me another meaning in life. But that did not really amounted in something that was great in the end. i knew that things were going to get more bad for me if I don’t find a lifelong partner. My friends had always given me a hard time just because I am not capable of having a relationship for a long time with someone. what they do not know is the incredible pain that I am inside. i don’t want to live with any other person beside myself just because all my life I felt like an unwanted person who will never amount to anything in the end. People choose to be with a cool guy or a man who’s got a lot to offer. i can’t really give people what they want in the first place because I felt like there is nothing that I could do to help myself heal in the process. It’s never been on my mind to help another person in this cruel reality. But that’s what happened when I saw a lovely West Midland escort came to my life. i did not really think that I was able to do something that’s going to amount to anything at all. Goals have been close to impossible to have in my life. i can’t cope up with all of the bad things that have happened to me that I did not wanted anyone to fail just like me. it pushed any kind of love away in my life. But a girl chose to remain and she is a West Midland escort. i felt comfortable with a girl for the first time. But in my head there were still so much doubt of what’s going to happen next. there’s plenty of weak points that are going to be discovered by a West Midland escort and for her to think that I am not enough of a man for her would be too much of a blow to recover from. But it really gave me hope when a West Midland escort still chose to open her heart to me. i did not felt like I am alone in this world anymore. i don’t know where to start. But as long as we are together I will always try to love her and keep her happy and honest.