I am trying to understand every situation I am with my love but it seems that it is getting harder and harder to love him. I don’t know but he pushes me away from him. I know that he is a good man and maybe I am not good enough for him. I just find myself always crying over him. There are a lot of bad things that happens to me because of this man that is why I turn to become a London escort. Being an escort helps me see my worth as a person. it helps me see what I am without him. I thought I am nothing and a trash but it’s not. I let him go inside of my head over time. For me being a London escort makes me realize that I am worth every love and everything that I deserve. There is no one that can hurt me anymore. I am a good person, and I underestimated myself for a long time. I’ve been trapped for so many years that are why I realize that I have to free myself from everything that hurts me. I am tired being unsecured, insecure, and jealous and etc. I feel like I am nothing without him. Until I have put myself first, then there’s I realize that I am worth it. I know who I am now because I deserve it. I love being myself and make everything that I ever wanted. I want to stay away with the world. I don’t want to socialize that much. I just want to be happy and think of what I love to do. Being a London escort helps me reveal what I love in life. For me being a London escort also helps me to make time with myself and give people a great time. I know how it feels to be left alone. I know how it feels not prioritize that is why I am giving back myself to people who truly wants me. There is no one else that ever comes to my way to love me more. There is no one this can ever love me more than a myself. I have to go on with my life. I have to stop assuming to people. I don’t care anymore what people think of me. For me being a London escort helps me become a better version of myself. Being a London escort helps me see the world. There is no one else that can make me feel that way more than a London escort. London escort makes me happy. I love all the good times I have with myself. I don’t care what others think of me. I don’t care what I’ve been through before all I have is today. I will make new memories even it is only with me. I want to be with me and give more time to myself. I love myself and no one can hurt me anymore. I build wall to stop people entering my life.